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      Anxious suburban teenager, 1962, eyeing up West End
      shopfronts, head aches with deepheat beat that won't
      be put down, his shaky fingers pop as his new breath
      is smoothly mechanised by immaculate brass riffing,
      analogue-coded as curving space-wagons hurtle  with
      glitter and wet perspex off the assembly line into glare,
      all horny blaring in sexplay of these streets...
      
      ...these streets scripted with showbiz neon cliche, display
      the  horns, in clusters of gold andd false silver, plated,
       sculpted, with flowering gravure, in all the right names-
      Selmer, Buescher, Conn, Berg Larsen, and the white
      plastic Grafton, "as played by Ornette Coleman  " perhaps
      in the orchestras of sinking ships. .. as played in the
      mysteries....

      
	  ....as played in the mysteries of addiction, his addiction
      to secret names - who played tenor on Buddy Guy `s "First 
	  Time I Met the Blues " And this sacrament of power, 
	  the soul that burns beyond the  weary algebra of notation, 
      as read by all those light-fingered piano tricksters, 
      faster workers with cool girls,with their orthodoxies of technique, 
      while in the wanderings of his eyes, across the untouchable contours of
      some distant cheekbone, he knows that this music knows
      that he knows. .
      
	  ...he knows the dark presence inside the statues of the
      great jasz dead, the self-destructing immortals. . . 

	  ...he will enter, has entered their darkening infinity, focussed by
      rays, head-aching searchlights of interrogation/prowl
      car/night-train in the night~rain, which reflects, in swirls of
      pain, on these Soho pavements. . . 

	  he wants to breathe these night airs, to expel fires, 
      in total voluptuous solid  instants of power, 
	  a flighting of blackened throat-cries
      down the hollowing cathedrals of city streets, emptied
      as the dream of God is interrupted -
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		the horn, uncoiled, tastes dank
    	useless
    	dark frayed reed
    	
		old verdigris spores
    	spot the scrollwork

   		" needs work"

    work is scrabbling up a clutter
    staled pearl keys
    breathwork is not
    pure prana
    it becomes him not
    these saurian fartz

    up the ladder of Pythagoras we go'

    slow and quack
    this little pinko stumbles
    up and up
    go leaky fingers
    trying to try to change old fat-finger
    changing brass tube into horn.

    "rancid gas maelstrom!"'

    JABBERWORK ! THE SHAM SHAMAN DRIBBLES!
    IT'S THE ID OF THE ME, SHAMFOLKS! RAMBLE,
    YoU RABBLE-ROUSER! DESPERADO PHLEGM IS
    MORE LIKE IT! RUMBLE THIS TIN BELLY-MAN!
    FUMBLES OF PRIMAL WONDER! WHAT KEY
    WHAT KEY! QUITE LOST IN GROPES AND (DRIP-
    INC! BREATHLESS! BLUBBERING! SQUALLING!
    AIR! BLURT! GOB! ME! ME! ME!

     "try   to read the music."
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    Try to escape myth. Try to actualise it. Try to outrun
     zoot-suit idols. Try to do the Hucklebuck. Try to control
     squeaky reed. Try not to nibble mouthpiece, boy.
     Try to get it off, try to get it on. Try to measure duration.      
     Try to attack precisely, on the dot, liquidly unslur, to
     full fluency in flight across the semi-tones, and no dirty
     scrabbling in the cracks, to hear Pythagorean geometries
     of sound, the clean line

     ~ a tune a day--
     
     and he can't. Must clumsily grope. Backwards. To his
     root, his false rooting. A half~deaf blabber, this shagged-
     out, sleep-drenched compulsion to blow. A fuzzy-
     cheeked pidgin over-blow, to blow, to be blown, right
     on out!
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	 Years later
     this customised narration
     still replays itself badly

     Years later
     at the shrine of the blue flame
     he mimes his inner riffs
     soundlessly

     Years later
     having hocked all the hooters
     when other, more Gothick pasts
     spoke right through him,
     the dud doubletongued,
     0 God, 0 Baudelaire, 0 bombed-out Europe!

     Years later years
     of distraction in his secret
     secretions of inner ear
     the phantom fanzine fancy:

                        
      to be a foot note in those sleev~notes
     (BirdTrane/King Curtis/Ayler)

     and those midnight mysteriosos
     dying like punks

     his years of addiction to ghost-tones
     must burn off into the night

     
    listen here, now
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             SAX = FLUTTERING GRIT
        ON BATTERED VOWELS BEF0ULED
   `BY INSECT CORES JUICING HOT METALS
             IN CUT FEEL BURN OUT

           KEEP THE HARDMOUTH GRIP
   ON TONE CHAMBER VIBRATION PATTERN
           TO BLEND ALL BRASS AIRS
TUBE DABBED IN BLOOD THAT OLD SPITTOON
                         TUNED

        BURST IN A WRIGGLE OF SEQUINS
                IN METAL VOICE HOLARCHY
                         FLESH!
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     in a splay of fingering
     breaking a wave/waver/wavering
     breath

     narrowing

     to widen throughout the mouth-
     piece of starred
     bitten metal


                               
 	through (mucus) into a cone
	forced through re-
	entrant curves

	to the power
	of power

	take deep-breathing/care

	ride the habit of motoring nerves
	tickling into click
	an heraldic platter of keywork

	displayed



	-for structure veers back
	down to the foundations

	above (is below) that level of Malkuth 
	the titillation  of atoms a fiery bodymist

	there is numerate spirit?
	at last/first binary?

	sound isn't/is
	sono nis



play makes the player
the cuffed elemental of his sighs smoked groans
grows tatty wingbats buffets
(boxedinchords)vibrant lines vectored/

into pulse beat/flight/beat

fleeing/trilling duration

in the split of time



                      
 


MILES TOTEMS UP THE HOMING PAINS

(Festival Hall, London, July 1987)

To do the strut around
in peacock lights
green purple

Miles probes
lost touch

flashing twinge of mute

the collective of eros lost

under her breath
at the end of parties
on the beach when she smiles and turns away

from the whole of darkness

its tender gravity of the flesh

in novocaine




THE SOLAR MYTH APPROACH

SPECTRUM (I.l)

out of local dotted time
through/across
acoustic space
voices of the voidlux
star chamber, star chamber
echo through all colours
the old Pyramidologist, of blackness

REALM 0F LIGHTNING (I .2)


a long line scooped from blood red earth jags across baked
ground; but the jungle is walking all its swarm towards
the song, the serene howl, an animal who is rattled and
thundered into fur-throated being, brushing through the
rustling drums

the tatter, the hammer, the pressure, the patter, the fissure
the finger, the batter, the beater, the hitter, the howler,
the scraper, the bleeder, the rustler, the thunder, the
1finger, the singer, the thunder, the flasher, the stinger,
the rattler...
, 
the drums tickle, spreading a glint of rainwater across
my favourite bits of you, the drums tickle/a beast/into
glottal yodelling, and light moves in amiable stripes.

THE SATELLITES ARE SINGING (I .3)


 the satellites are singing
 in hep tones bop tones
 across the growl of Harlem tarmac
 the galaxies are calling
  and we sing this song-pulse
  for their great procession
  and the syllables are spinning
  through solar lofts, aloft and



the steady tread of our joy
trembles in solar cells

LEGEND (2.1)

the rocksichord teetered, telegraphed
some cry from the forest of reeds
a nesting of lost planet reedbirds
who have plaited the nerves of their hives
with stains from brain dance
their story of the chimed rocks
was coming into a speckled light
blazing hole of rock mouths
pray silence for earth's story line
the crystal men and women
just flamed into life
their whole leaping pointillism
was a paint~dance~energytrace
sound smears for the sun
YHA! through slides of brass
through reddening shifts loops brackets
they drove the verbs chattering at infinite recursions
into the fused-glass columns/doors of star traps
networked, clustered, undecoded/
all creatures glowing up a storm
so many oral transmissions

too much NO radio silence PRAY

this is the story of the living rays


SEEN 3 T00K 4(2.2)

THE GREAT CHAIN 0F BEING
swings from the sleeping robot
all this is secretly filmed
its great flame of being
sings: the sleeting plateau
all mists; hidden thunder

the crackling Solemnities of some great Silver beast
framed on slowburning celluloid/to curl smoke
have left us to flutter small new wings

through fluffy rubble
of his great amphitheatre of night
 
THEY'LL COME BACK  (2.3)


  their cylinder along the word line world lines
  will curve along the centrifuge of light lines
  future Cabaret along the wiry barbed lines
  spinal nova along thinnest scratched red lines

 eternal returns please
  the stoppage must be unclogged
  flow your milk through temporal membranes to melt our habits
  please feedback thou hatchowl of the mysterious  meat
  which is vegetation of unborn egg states~

      next word is de ja vu
    all sticks back like flies
       will be a great ball called experience
    will come like the ecstatic grease of automatic transmission

         be a soul train head light around the mountain
       out of the laughing red rock mouths
          all sackcloth
       beat the roaring blades

         contracted but undiseased clocks
         come back come back come back.............

DEAD LETTER BLUES



His perfect spelling on the best vellum, the last letter.  

In that drab flat with the gravel garden.  
  
In the evening, the rainy evening. 

In Cathy's quilt, all dusty, perhaps, wrapped around him, hopefully. 

"Vincent, you bastard, you've really gone and done it this time," and then she, Jeanie, slim 
and husky, desperate with fags and sick with a clenched stomach, for the furies roaring for 
real in the wet wind , maybe  she howled and kissed his brow. 

And I am making patterns with her pain. 

And he always played a bit with her pain. 

Like he stood up the girls at seventeen. 

And he in his satanic pomps gave them points, teeny points for their maidenform tits and 
having docile personal falsities. 

And the dark dark bleak ache on the bald street is really going onwards and upwards. 

He used to drone in his madness but he at least he went on famously, furiously.  "After the 
Beatles, after the Stones, who   else is left? Me..."  

I've sat  for years on unmade beds listening to all that.  

Did I kill him with my  righteous summer letter/ Did I kill him with the flying aroma, the 
flying arrow of my tulpa, the cacking Raven, moulded from his auric excrement 

I wept for the best minds of my generation 

on   well well too late all 
the old beat is in the pattern of sunlight across the cold wind, rhythm of clouds across the 
February sky. They huddle around a greenish grave on the straight and narrow of cypresses 
while Father John in his biretta with quiet high anglican powers and principalities sprinkles 
the earth.

To drive out the cockney devils.  

O bury the flowers. 

Renee peers forward: Ashes to ashes. .  

The day before, poor shaking olive-dark Mizarolli mumbles before the coffin, sprinkles his 
holy orthodox water with muttered prayers for Vincent's  soul. 

Vincent is sleeping in his glossy coffin .   The candle hisses..  He is 
plasticine in the hands of iron, hands of teak, hands of brass, but he hides his lean feminine 
gambler's hands  

- that played   Bad Penny Blues     

- that drove  the broken english of our 
word engines on his screaming Hammond

- that played tricks with spinning dots, and juggled, and carved a chaise longue -

those hands that I broke the spirit out of with my spectral wrath, the ugly syntax of my 
warped hunchy soul, I must have done, those hands bound away into invisibility underneath 
the veneers.  

He wore a silver-blue smock. A celestial kaftan.  With his vampire-proof crosses, he looked 
very '69, , my old hero of sixth form dances, betrayed by my bland repressions?  

I   was angry with my friend ,  sayeth the etheric body of William Blake.

I   with my foe   sayeth my bestial husk.  

He is husk now, smooth polished husk, his hair in cavalier disarray, his skin lightened by 
poor brave Jeannie with her emergency  pancake make-up and he displays the sardonicus 
hammerfilm of a  smile, smug within he cosy casket, but he isn't here, it has been emptied of 
brain, and the brain of Crane is drained, but in the snicker snicker cranium his sideways 
mercurial eyeflicker is going on and on. 

He is still going on.  He won't stop, the fucker. He walks with his long dog along the high 
white streets, past the porticos and architraves...maybe the last time..."silly old Vince" ,he was 
crying, the stupidest man in the world, as he tried to rail us on to the train at Maida Vale.  . 

On the day of the funeral his dog shat on my shoes, I call that a psychic phenomenon.   

He was in the box. I'm certain now. When Michael and I arrived at the undertakers with a last 
minute floral tribute there was a screwdriver lying on top of the coffin.    

Old Tom had just wandered in hands behind his back, clicking his dentures, to inspect the 
brass plate. As if VC was setting up a small business, a new profession. "Very nice, my dear." 

His agony will take years. 


And in 1962 VC played his wonderful thundergod boogies down the phone, the music turned 
me into a jabbering shaman who embarrassed girls everywhere, but the lightfingered trickster 
at the piano he got them all...  

He wore a suit on the summer beaches.

He wore a wild west outfit to my school. 

Take   it   from   the   top! we yelled.   

Thanks to: the editors of : Ostinato; Kudos; Open Township; Mar ©Paul A. Green


 

 

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